Edit: probably you shouldn't read this.
I finally caught up on Grey's Anatomy. And this past week's episode?
OHMYGOSH SHONDA RHIMES WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?
I AM ALREADY A CRYING EMOTIONAL MESS AND NOW THIS?
No more African child for Meredith and Derek? Young mother patient with the son and the husband and Avery messed up her first operation and the screws he put in to fix her spine fell out and are now shredding her heart to tiny pieces? And Teddy has to operate on her while her own husband is throwing up blood and he needs an operation because a tumor is growing in his chest? So Yang has to operate on him and she doesn't know that it is her mentor's husband she is operating on? AND HE DIES?? And the poor child whose face was half torn off from a dog bite and Derek has to operate on his brain? And Meredith and Alex go to a tiny rural hospital to bring back a premature newborn child and their ambulance breaks down in the middle of the rainy night right on a hill on the curve so no one can see them and if they get hit the ambulance could blow up because it is full of oxygen? And they have to call back to the hospital and while Derek is listening the ambulance gets hit BY A CAR. WITH MEREDITH AND ALEX AND THE TINY NEWBORN CHILD SHE PROMISED THE MOM BACK AT THE TINY HOSPITAL SHE WOULD TAKE CARE OF IS INSIDE. AND DEREK WAS LISTENING. AND THE PHONE WENT DEAD. SO HE DOESN'T KNOW IF SHE JUST DIED. And they are actually ok but they have to take the baby out of the incubator and go out into the night in case the ambulance BLOWS UP and they step outside and there in front of them are three bodies laying on the road from the car that hit them. AND THAT IS HOW IT ENDS. THAT IS HOW IT ENDS, PEOPLE. NOW WHAT ARE THEY GOING TO DO? She has tiny baby in her arms who needs to stay wrapped up in the blanket and they have to manually pump her breathing tube thing because she can't even breathe on her own and there are people lying in the road who need their help but they can't just leave the baby because it takes two people to keep this poor child alive because HELLO SHE ISN'T EVEN BREATHING ON HER OWN and OHMYGOSH WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN I CAN'T TAKE THIS AND YOU LEAVE ME HANGING AND IN TEARS AND WHY IS EVERYTHING HORRIBLE FOR THESE POOR DOCTORS AND I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY AND I JUST CAN'T TAKE THIS SHONDA RHIMES WHY??????
